Trapped I need to be encoded

I feel you i want you I want to be with you but I never want to see you feel you or be with you again as the world turns and my light begins to shine yours dim and the world which was yours should be mine and so I entwine for more as I relinquish you as I have more gazing thoughts fear and wonder for what in store as i wish to drown my soul n your eyes . . .Decoded trapped its not safe it not true I wish for what I've always wanted what I've always dreamed about the world is not yours its mine or is it ours in time