And still I fade away, silent in depth of each moment

No reflection on and unguarded notion when nothing really matters, and the whole comes to collide, while falling it all just slowly fades away as we all know how it ends as it has before its the silence before it started pushing me away, a momentary glory reason to forgive what I have seen where I've been it never letting go will i ever free my mind or will I just let it fade away let the blue solitude refer to a new grey! . . .